Sunday, July 09, 2006
*phew....* well its seldom u see me online or wake up so early in the morning on a non-sch day. but...well....i counldnt slp..no..not really i cnt slp....its like..erm..like..ya..i had a terrible nightmare. it has been long since i had a nightmare.it was like so scary la.then suddenly i woke up...like suddenly my eyes open,looking into the "sky"with the warm blanket over myself.(my bro must have turned on the air-con in the middle of the night cos i rmb myself turning on the timer b4 i slp.)
my heart was thumping real fast and hard.i could even hear my own heartbeat...tump tump tump...in the erie silence i lay for a few mins,thinking wat was going on.7.30, the clock read.i glanced out of the window and the warm sky of blue and few "stripes" of yellow light appeared in my eyes.thats early.real early compared to the time i usually wake up on a non-sch day.i wanted to fall back down to slp but...u see....my heart was still thumping real fast and i dun have any mood to slp again so i just havta wake up and go take a shower.i might feel better after it.well..ya im better now.at least my heart beat went back into normal pace.however,scenes of the nightmare still zoomed past my mind.wow....this is really the 1st time tt i got so er....so...over react on a nightmare.haha....guess it will be fine soon.=)i couldnt slp for a few nights...no..not a few nights...for wks i can say.for dunno wat reason i couldnt slp.many nights. and now this nite,i have nightmare.wow....wats into me!? perhaps...ah yes! must be the countless tests tt the tcher are giving in just wks time.a few tests in a wk.wow.....get real man...tchers! giv us students a break! tests followed by tests. wr is the list of tests and graded assignment tt u tchers giv to us every start of the term! we need it! it wasnt like this last term or the previous...why are all of u rushing tests into our lives!? to drive us up the wall?! oh well...i cnt complain much..cos my sec 4 seniors are worse..we sec 1s are only a little tiny pea compared to sec 4s. a few tests a wk,them? a few tests a day.haha....ok..maybe over kua zhang la..but...haha...dunno la.maybe its not tt bad.*shrug*
tts sec sch live,wat can i do? nth.just try my best and be done wif it.it'll be gone n nv be back...cos its history! yay!=)
- - you are now history. forever buried in my heart, never to resurface '
